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September 2nd, 2010 by Jake
So, we’ve been learning about villanelles in Literature Analysis. They’re a form of poetry that:
1.) Consists of nineteen lines.
2.) Has five stanzas, each of three lines, with a final one of four lines.
3.) The first line of the first stanza is repeated as the last line of the second and fourth stanzas.
4.) The third line of the first stanza is repeated as the last line of the third and fifth stanzas.
5.) These two refrain lines follow each other to become the second-to last and last lines of the poem.
6.) The rhyme scheme is aba. The rhymes are repeated according to the refrains.
So, after absorbing this, I went and wrote one. I’m… not sure why I wrote what I did, but I figure I should at the very least share it.
The Long Wait
by Jake Courington
Watch her body slowly decay,
Hear silent mourning throughout the home
As we approach the end of day.
See the place where she will lay,
Neath a tree of ironic green.
Watch her body slowly decay.
The blue of her eyes slowly turns to grey,
And pale flesh is drawn taught over her bones
As we approach the end of day.
Her voice comes as soft as the whisper of the fey,
Her touch as weak as a whithered tree branch.
Watch her body slowly decay.
I tray with all my might to say,
I have the courage to see this through
As we approach the end of day.
But as her twilight draws near,
And shadows lengthen all around the home, we must
Watch her body slowly decay,
As we approach the end of day.
——
If you’ll excuse me, I’m going to go cry for a bit.
Keep on dreaming. No matter what.
Jake the Dreamaniac
August 30th, 2010 by Jake
If there’s one thing that will teach you to watch your money carefully and cut corners where you can, it would be a home economics course. (Un)Fortunately, I have discovered another path to frugality: Doing your laundry during college.
It costs $4 to do a full load of laundry here at CU: $1 each for the washer and dryer per load, and seperate loads for colors and whites. I ended up spending $5 because I had started my (color) bedsheets as a seperate load before realizing I could have combined them with my color clothing. I will heed this lesson in the future.
Aside from this mundane domestic fiasco, college has been loads of fun. Just yesterday I joined a handful of girls from my dorm in watching the extended editions of every Lord of The Rings movie; there was quite a bit of fun banter and analysis of the homosexual relationship between Frodo and Sam. I’m thinking about asking them to give Dungeons and Dragons a try. I’ll let you all know how it goes.
My classes have been fun and interesting so far. In Literary Analysis we’ve been introduced to the villanelle, a poetic form that is odd, complex, and circular, quite odd to read but entrancing at the same time. Intro to Literary Theory hasn’t really begun anything in earnest, but the professor is both nice and knowledgeable enough to have written a book on the subject. It just so happens to be on our required reading list for the class, but hey, we all have to eat.
Anthropology has Professor Van Gerven, and that’s all I need to say on that subject.
As for dorm life, there’s been a large number of interesting things.
One interesting thing I’ve noticed is how easy it is to get pulled into philosophical discussions, especially late at night. Last week (I think it was wednesday?) I sat in the hallway discussing the meaning of a quality watch as it pertains to one’s philosophy in life. During our discussion, we were interrupted by another hall-mate, who declared that he did not believe time existed. After forcing the intruder to admit he could not prove that time did not exist, I got into another argument with my previous companion about probability and chance and whether there was any sort of higher/transient power (explicitly not God.)
Good times.
My artistic ability has also been noticed. Each dorm room has a whiteboard on the front for messages and other things, and a short while after I moved in I took the time to draw my cartoon avatar (along with an announcement that I’m searching for D&D players.) This was noticed by Lauren, a cute short orange-haired girl who isn’t our Resident Advisor but is such a natural social butterfly that she’ll probably become one in the future. She told me that if I ever felt like posting my drawings on the hall announcement board, “to brighten it up,” I was welcome to go ahead. Fast forward to yesterday, when on a whim I drew a small picture of Ben (our RA) and Lauren under a “Welcome to the 3rd Floor!” sign. Upon showing it to Lauren, she asked me to do drawings of the entire hall. In my own time, of course, but the fact that she liked it enough to make that big of a request filled me with golden butterflies that lifted me off the ground for the rest of the day.
Speaking of art, I have an interesting story to tell you all about regarding my new friend Ben (A different Ben than the Resident Advisor.) Ben is actually the same guy with whom I had the discussion about watches and probability vs. divine intent. He’s a smart, well-off guy, and has already made large amounts of money both in the stock market (insane, I know) and by running a small loan business in his high school. During one of the late-night talks, I mentioned my tablet and how I could draw on it, then brought it out to show it off. Ben immediately asked if I could draw him as a awesome samurai/ninja guy, to which I responded that I currently didn’t have a tablet pen but was considering purchasing a new one online. Without blinking an eye, he states that he’ll pay for it with his credit card just so I can start drawing on it again.
Seeing as it was late at night, I asked him to delay making a decision on that until tomorrow afternoon, when he would have had time to think about it with a clearer mind.
The following afternoon, he was still certain about his decision, so I drew him a paper draft and agreed to draw him a large-scale color version as payment for his kindness (the pen was about $30, so I’m treating it as a high-quality comissioned work). The pen hasn’t arrived yet, and I’m still both shocked and flattered that someone would invest their money in me like this. Ben is crazy and awesome.
That’s about all I have for today. Keep an eye out for drawings to start showing up in a week or so; I’ve resolved to finish Ben’s piece before I do any other art. It’s the least I can do for him.
Keep on dreaming,
Jake the Dreamaniac
August 28th, 2010 by Jake
Hey, Rachel. I’m sorry I can’t be there for your birthday, but college has started to get busy and I never got around to making plans for today.
Thankfully, I can at least wish you a happy 16th birthday. It’s quite a milestone; it’s only a little longer before you start driving on your own, and bit by bit you’ll begin taking on more of the privalages and responsibilities of being an adult. I’m confident that you’ll be able to handle them. Most of the time, at least.
I know we bicker alot and don’t agree on most things, but I want you to know that I still love you. Whatever we might say to each other, we’re still family, and I admit my life wouldn’t have been nearly as interesting without you around. From the depths of my heart, I thank you.
Unfortunately, I don’t have my tablet pen and my scanner isn’t working, or I’d draw you something as my birthday present. As a concillatory gift, albeit one I’m not sure you’ll like, I’ll give you the opportunity to find and use a word that I wont be able to understand. Just click on this link.
Happy birthday, and keep on dreaming.
With love,
Your Brother
August 26th, 2010 by Jake
I’ll admit it, sometimes I just feel down. The moments are inexplicable, have a variety of vague and unimportant causes, and can bring me down for an entire day.
I have developed a system to combat these moments, however. It banishes the vague sense of fatigue so thoroughly that it ceases to have ever existed. What is this system, you ask?
I put on my Whippy Hat, crank up the volume on my computer, and do the Caramelldansen.
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Keep on dancing.
Jake the Dansenmaniac
July 17th, 2010 by Jake
Laugh. Dream. Imagine.
Believe in others. Believe in yourself.
Believe.
Love. Play. Wonder.
Believe in your friends. Believe you are special.
Believe.
Learn. Hope. Smile.
Believe in the world. Believe in making a difference.
Believe.
–Jake Courington
This poem is a tribute to the incredible Fred Rogers.
June 28th, 2010 by Jake
On occasion, the poetic spirit take my fancy. This is just such an occasion.
First a flash, a searing bolt,
Fiercely flickering between white and black
Then, the crash, resonating to bone,
Followed by the thousand pounding hammers of hail,
And then the downpour, the biblical flood, soaking the dry earth,
and then… silence.
Lingering droplets, gentle as a zephyr, persist.
A moment of refraction, nature’s prism, creates a faint band of colors,
The calm after the storm.
June 25th, 2010 by Jake
For those of you not in the know, me and my friends are making a videogame. A fighting game, specifically. A fighting game based off of my old webcomic, specifically.

Those of you who know me personally will remember my old webcomic, Dreamaniac. It was, in a word, terrible. It was poorly drawn at first, and poorly written for the entire run; it was crammed so full of in-jokes, ramblings, and half-baked humor that I’d thought up on the spur of the moment that it would take me explaining the joke in person for anyone to understand a comic.
It was also one of the best experiences in my life, as it helped me prove to myself that I was capable of doing something big entirely of my own desire and will.
Of course, my friends (especially those friends who first pointed out how much my comic sucked) have pledged to help make sure that the writing in the game is much better than it was in my old comic. However, that’s only once we get past the major building blocks of development, which include (but are not limited to) : spriting, programming, moveset design, stage art, game balance, creating effects, voice acting, and miscellaneous.
My friend Andrew, alias Icebug, is heading development whenever he can pull his head out of his latest Fleeting Passionate Hobby. A bunch of other people in our group are also supposedly helping out, although currently everyone but myself and the guy who’s doing most of the music are AWOL. So yeah.
The characters in the game have all had at least one appearance in my old comic, with one exception I’ll get to later. They are as follows:
Jake
Me, of course. I use the Dreamaniac emblem (a green crescent moon with purple craters) as my primary weapon, and my special abilities use weaponized positive energy. Oh, and Whippy helps me out as well.

Andrew
Andrew, a.k.a Icebug. He’s a ninja– fast, deadly, and fragile. His abilities are based off of his incredible skill in anything he sets his mind to, as well as his quiet demeanor.
Neil
Neil’s an extremely smart guy. So smart that (in the comic) he’s built teleporters, jet-powered airships, and many other ridiculous devices. He’s also a skilled warrior, dual-weilding swords in combat.
Elliot
Smart guy. Good writer. Likes broadswords. Really likes his green coat. In combat, he utilizes a Nintendo DS stylus, an “upgraded” calculator, and a broadsword. His favorite colors are black and green and his favored title is XIVcaliber.
Mark
Mark is Andrew’s younger brother. It’s suspected that, at some point, the internet ate his brain and started using him as a host. Whatever happened, Mark uses bizzare attacks based off of both famous and obscure internet memes.

Niko
Niko is a critic. Of most things. He takes the view that, by analyzing and tearing into flaws, what is left can become better. In combat, he utilizes his swordcane, slashing wit, and incredible sense of style.
Andre
A self-professed Gentleman, Andre is rather surreal. Whenever you’re near him, you get this overwhelming sense of… confusion? Or something? He utilizes his gentlemanly fighting style and the powers over darkness in combat.
Niki
Niki’s an incredible artist. A brilliant artist. She’s also incredibly friendly, although she does have to deal with a murderous alternate personality named Balthazar. In combat she utilizes a panda sword, her artwork, and her imaginary friend Angor.
Shelby
Shelby’s another really good artist, although she doesn’t think so for some reason. She’s also very prone to mood swings, going from sweetness to violence in a single misplaced comment. She utilizes her sketchbook and a swordaxecleaver in combat.
Amelia
Amelia is an extremely sweet and intelligent girl as well as a talented musician. She’s a bit of an outsider in the group, but doesn’t mind hanging out with them. In combat she uses a giant musical note to beat (*rimshot*) her enemies into the ground.
Eric
Eric’s a big fan of Pokemon. More specifically, he’s a huge fan of the pokemon Eevee, as well as the pokemon who evolve from it. In combat, he utilizes both Eevee and all seven of it’s evolutions.
Jeraldo
Jeraldo is the son of the monster who hid in Jake’s closet when Jake was young. Unlike his father, he’s a gentle soul who’d rather go out for soda then scare little kids. However, he still possesses his father’s incredible strength, and knows how to use it in combat.
Are you excited yet? You can observe and maybe even contribute to the development of the comic at the forums!
Keep on Dreaming,
Jake the Dreamaniac
February 15th, 2010 by Jake
Salutations! I guess. It’s rather awkward trying to figure out what to say on the very first sentence of the very first post on a blog, because you know anyone who’s actually reading it is only there because you know them personally.
But I digress.
My name’s Jake, and I’m the titular Dreamaniac. I’m an aspiring artist, writer, and cartoonist, but at the core I’m a thinker. I love to explore every realm of thought, challenge my own philosophies, and create worlds, characters, and ideas.
I’m also a bit of a narcissist (like most artists), but that’s secondary to my hunger for praise (also a trait of many artists.) While I certainly love to do my own thing, I love it even more when that thing is praised by other people. Hopefully this distinguishes me from the standard attention whore.
My interests, aside from thinking, are as follows:
- Comics: I love comics, including japanese manga, and as a derivative, cartoons and anime. You’ll probably see me upload a few comics here and there.
- Videogames: I was introduced to videogames at a young age. While I’ve gotten over the addiction I had in my youth, I still have a great love for the medium in general; I believe videogames are just as capable of being art as movies, paintings, and poetry are.
- Speculative Fiction: Technically this is a genre, not limited to any single medium, but seeing as my love for fantasy and sci-fi spreads across books, movies, games, and tabletop games, I figured I’d consolidate the category.
- Literature: I love to read. I can devour books in a matter of hours; my favorite story regarding this was when I bought the 7th Harry Potter book at a midnight release party, and finished it around six in the morning. When I arrived at school that day, I learned that one of my friends had stayed up all night reading the Wikipedia entry on the book as it updated so he could spoil it for me; when he found out I’d already read the entire book, he gave me quite a death glare.
- Dungeons and Dragons: Me and a bunch of my friends get together every once in a while to talk, eat junk, and play a game. The only difference between this and the standard bowling night is how awesomely nerdy D&D is.
Well, I suppose that’s it for now. If you’re actually, against all my expectations, reading this…

Keep on dreaming,
Jake and Whippy
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