Author: Jake
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September 5th, 2010 by Jake
Why do I write/draw?
Sparing you the tedious expedition of my own history of writing/drawing or the history of this particular question, the answer is simple: It makes me feel like I am a god.
When I write and draw, I am creating something. That act of creation, however small it may be, is my own in that moment. Through writing and drawing I can create new worlds and new life. One could say that from our perspective I am merely putting things on paper, but the feeling I get when I “put those things on paper” is a hint that something exists beyond what I’ve laid down. Even if it is intrinsically tied to the paper I put it on, the idea of the world or character itself transcends it.
When I write and draw, my mind holds worlds in its palm, creating the horizon as it tends to them with care. My characters take on a sense of individuality, being fully part of me but at the same time being their own, individual selves. I mold them to have flaws and faults, knowing that in overcoming the former that I have created something that is somehow greater than perfection. I challenge my worlds and inhabitants, daring them to rise to the greatness I have placed within them.
When I write and draw, I imagine myself as a glowing, celestial figure, floating in a void of darkness and stars. With a thought, I bring forth a world, and then begin to detail its past and future and present. Slowly, over long periods of time, I inscribe these details onto paper, and the world and its inhabitants become filled with life as the idea within them reaches out to readers and observers. As long as their name is spoken and their story is told, they will live on, growing into something greater.
That is why I write and draw. The love for my creations that permeates my being when I create is addicting, more than anything else in the world.
So, let me ask you: If you write or draw, or just like coming up with ideas… why do you do it?
Keep on dreaming.
Jake the Dreamaniac
September 2nd, 2010 by Jake
So, we’ve been learning about villanelles in Literature Analysis. They’re a form of poetry that:
1.) Consists of nineteen lines.
2.) Has five stanzas, each of three lines, with a final one of four lines.
3.) The first line of the first stanza is repeated as the last line of the second and fourth stanzas.
4.) The third line of the first stanza is repeated as the last line of the third and fifth stanzas.
5.) These two refrain lines follow each other to become the second-to last and last lines of the poem.
6.) The rhyme scheme is aba. The rhymes are repeated according to the refrains.
So, after absorbing this, I went and wrote one. I’m… not sure why I wrote what I did, but I figure I should at the very least share it.
The Long Wait
by Jake Courington
Watch her body slowly decay,
Hear silent mourning throughout the home
As we approach the end of day.
See the place where she will lay,
Neath a tree of ironic green.
Watch her body slowly decay.
The blue of her eyes slowly turns to grey,
And pale flesh is drawn taught over her bones
As we approach the end of day.
Her voice comes as soft as the whisper of the fey,
Her touch as weak as a whithered tree branch.
Watch her body slowly decay.
I tray with all my might to say,
I have the courage to see this through
As we approach the end of day.
But as her twilight draws near,
And shadows lengthen all around the home, we must
Watch her body slowly decay,
As we approach the end of day.
——
If you’ll excuse me, I’m going to go cry for a bit.
Keep on dreaming. No matter what.
Jake the Dreamaniac
August 30th, 2010 by Jake
If there’s one thing that will teach you to watch your money carefully and cut corners where you can, it would be a home economics course. (Un)Fortunately, I have discovered another path to frugality: Doing your laundry during college.
It costs $4 to do a full load of laundry here at CU: $1 each for the washer and dryer per load, and seperate loads for colors and whites. I ended up spending $5 because I had started my (color) bedsheets as a seperate load before realizing I could have combined them with my color clothing. I will heed this lesson in the future.
Aside from this mundane domestic fiasco, college has been loads of fun. Just yesterday I joined a handful of girls from my dorm in watching the extended editions of every Lord of The Rings movie; there was quite a bit of fun banter and analysis of the homosexual relationship between Frodo and Sam. I’m thinking about asking them to give Dungeons and Dragons a try. I’ll let you all know how it goes.
My classes have been fun and interesting so far. In Literary Analysis we’ve been introduced to the villanelle, a poetic form that is odd, complex, and circular, quite odd to read but entrancing at the same time. Intro to Literary Theory hasn’t really begun anything in earnest, but the professor is both nice and knowledgeable enough to have written a book on the subject. It just so happens to be on our required reading list for the class, but hey, we all have to eat.
Anthropology has Professor Van Gerven, and that’s all I need to say on that subject.
As for dorm life, there’s been a large number of interesting things.
One interesting thing I’ve noticed is how easy it is to get pulled into philosophical discussions, especially late at night. Last week (I think it was wednesday?) I sat in the hallway discussing the meaning of a quality watch as it pertains to one’s philosophy in life. During our discussion, we were interrupted by another hall-mate, who declared that he did not believe time existed. After forcing the intruder to admit he could not prove that time did not exist, I got into another argument with my previous companion about probability and chance and whether there was any sort of higher/transient power (explicitly not God.)
Good times.
My artistic ability has also been noticed. Each dorm room has a whiteboard on the front for messages and other things, and a short while after I moved in I took the time to draw my cartoon avatar (along with an announcement that I’m searching for D&D players.) This was noticed by Lauren, a cute short orange-haired girl who isn’t our Resident Advisor but is such a natural social butterfly that she’ll probably become one in the future. She told me that if I ever felt like posting my drawings on the hall announcement board, “to brighten it up,” I was welcome to go ahead. Fast forward to yesterday, when on a whim I drew a small picture of Ben (our RA) and Lauren under a “Welcome to the 3rd Floor!” sign. Upon showing it to Lauren, she asked me to do drawings of the entire hall. In my own time, of course, but the fact that she liked it enough to make that big of a request filled me with golden butterflies that lifted me off the ground for the rest of the day.
Speaking of art, I have an interesting story to tell you all about regarding my new friend Ben (A different Ben than the Resident Advisor.) Ben is actually the same guy with whom I had the discussion about watches and probability vs. divine intent. He’s a smart, well-off guy, and has already made large amounts of money both in the stock market (insane, I know) and by running a small loan business in his high school. During one of the late-night talks, I mentioned my tablet and how I could draw on it, then brought it out to show it off. Ben immediately asked if I could draw him as a awesome samurai/ninja guy, to which I responded that I currently didn’t have a tablet pen but was considering purchasing a new one online. Without blinking an eye, he states that he’ll pay for it with his credit card just so I can start drawing on it again.
Seeing as it was late at night, I asked him to delay making a decision on that until tomorrow afternoon, when he would have had time to think about it with a clearer mind.
The following afternoon, he was still certain about his decision, so I drew him a paper draft and agreed to draw him a large-scale color version as payment for his kindness (the pen was about $30, so I’m treating it as a high-quality comissioned work). The pen hasn’t arrived yet, and I’m still both shocked and flattered that someone would invest their money in me like this. Ben is crazy and awesome.
That’s about all I have for today. Keep an eye out for drawings to start showing up in a week or so; I’ve resolved to finish Ben’s piece before I do any other art. It’s the least I can do for him.
Keep on dreaming,
Jake the Dreamaniac
August 28th, 2010 by Jake
Hey, Rachel. I’m sorry I can’t be there for your birthday, but college has started to get busy and I never got around to making plans for today.
Thankfully, I can at least wish you a happy 16th birthday. It’s quite a milestone; it’s only a little longer before you start driving on your own, and bit by bit you’ll begin taking on more of the privalages and responsibilities of being an adult. I’m confident that you’ll be able to handle them. Most of the time, at least.
I know we bicker alot and don’t agree on most things, but I want you to know that I still love you. Whatever we might say to each other, we’re still family, and I admit my life wouldn’t have been nearly as interesting without you around. From the depths of my heart, I thank you.
Unfortunately, I don’t have my tablet pen and my scanner isn’t working, or I’d draw you something as my birthday present. As a concillatory gift, albeit one I’m not sure you’ll like, I’ll give you the opportunity to find and use a word that I wont be able to understand. Just click on this link.
Happy birthday, and keep on dreaming.
With love,
Your Brother
August 26th, 2010 by Jake
I’ll admit it, sometimes I just feel down. The moments are inexplicable, have a variety of vague and unimportant causes, and can bring me down for an entire day.
I have developed a system to combat these moments, however. It banishes the vague sense of fatigue so thoroughly that it ceases to have ever existed. What is this system, you ask?
I put on my Whippy Hat, crank up the volume on my computer, and do the Caramelldansen.
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Keep on dancing.
Jake the Dansenmaniac
August 23rd, 2010 by Jake
… has one of the coolest names ever. He is also the quintessential Cool Teacher; amongst other things, he:
- Made it clear he actually cares about teaching a quality class, unlike other professors who only care about their labs.
- Has suspiciously muscular forearms covered in rose-and-thorns tattoos.
- Rocks a bald head with grace and charm akin to that of Patrick Stewart.
- Made me extremely excited to study Anthropology when before I was entirely ambivalent about the class.
I’m quite serious. Professor Van Gerven is one of those rare and gifted teachers who has both a loud, clear voice and something interesting to say. During part of his introduction speech, he told us that once we were done with his class, we’d never want to go to a zoo again (referencing the abominable treatment of apes and monkeys despite their intelligence, which we will eventually study in depth.)
I honestly can’t wait to get started. The next class is wednesday, and I’ve already started taking notes on the first chapter of our textbook. This guy is one of those people who I desperately want to impress, because it’s obvious that impressing him is means something.
Keep on dreaming,
Jake the Dreamaniac
August 22nd, 2010 by Jake
First of all, let me define Anvilicious for those of you who don’t regularly visit TV Tropes:
“A portmanteau of anvil and delicious, malicious or vicious, depending on the usage, anvilicious describes a writer’s and/or director’s use of an artistic element, be it line of dialogue, visual motif, or plot point, to so obviously or unsubtly convey a particular message that they may as well etch it onto an anvil and drop it on your head. Frequently, the element becomes anvilicious through unnecessary repetition, but true masters can achieve anviliciousness with a single stroke. Heavy-handed for the new millennium. Extreme polar opposite of subtle.” Source: TV Tropes Wiki
Anviliciousness is found frequently in educational material dealing with things like sex, drugs, and alchohol. The authors of these materials appear to believe that the only way to get a message into the head of a child or teenager is with the communicative equivalent of a hammer.
I was thus surprised and impressed with the online workshop AlcoholEDU, which all incoming students of the University of Colorado are required to go through.
First of all, the program doesn’t hammer on the chord of “ALCOHOL IS TEH EVULZ.” Ever. Via a collection of informative cartoons, polls, videos, and documents, AlcoholEDU simply provides you with the data and facts about alcohol, the various facets of its consumption (biological, social, psychological, etc.), and how you can make smart, responsible decisions regarding it.
In hindsight, I realize why I found this so much more interesting and informative than any other program/workshop/class I’ve been in before: it treated me with respect. The characters (which in such materials are always meant to be stand-ins for the viewers) were not total idiots who ended up getting themselves getting killed/pregnant/hospitalized because they were too thick-skulled to follow the aesop. Instead, they were thinking, critical people who actually thought before they acted, and thus came out on top.
This, I think, is the key that would make most other educational films/materials about taboo subjects far more effective: stop treating the viewers like inexperienced kindergartners, and start giving them the bare facts and information. Don’t make the characters choose the obviously wrong choices just so you can show what would happen to the viewer(s): give them brains, and make them act in a believable way. Have them discuss and consider the consequences of choosing the wrong action, which causes them to realize it’s a bad idea and walk away.
Kids are smart. If you give them a chance to actually learn about sex/drugs/alcohol, let them get into the nitty-gritty facts and data, they’ll take away far more than trying to tattoo the moral into their skulls.
Keep on dreaming,
Jake the Dreamaniac
August 19th, 2010 by Jake
You have arrived at college! You have gained a new level!
–Your freedom has increased by 500!
–Your responsibility has increased by 1000!
–Your difficulty setting has been permanently adjusted from Easy to Hard.
Okay, so I’ve finally moved in to the University of Colorado. Current psychological status is hesitant, although I anticipate some light panic once the full gravity of the situation makes itself clear to me. That shoe hasn’t dropped yet, though.
The weather is slightly overcast and hot. Really hot. The dorms don’t have air conditioning, so both me and my new roommate are sweating a bit. Add indoor climate control to the list of things I used to take for granted.
I swear, we have GOT to get a fan in here.
To take my mind off the heat, I’ll go through my non-academic goals during my time at CU:
–Eat healthy.
–Join and/or start a D&D group.
–Either get my scanner working or buy a replacement tablet pen (ideally both.)
And… that’s it, for now. I’m a little too overheated right now to think as clear as I want or need. Think I’ll go for a walk and acquaint myself with the campus…
Keep on dreaming.
Jake the Dreamaniac
August 12th, 2010 by Jake
As many of you know, I am a total nerd; I voraciously read fantasy and sci-fi, know far more comic book trivia then I ought to, enjoy anime and manga on occasion, have been playing videogames since I was six, etc. D&D is at once the pinnacle of my nerddom and the activity I get to do the least out of all of those other subjects.
Dungeons and Dragons first captured my interest in my early teens, when I had first decided to take pride in being a nerd. The D&D player was stereotypically depicted as the pinnacle of nerdiness, and thus I assumed the game would be of interest to me.
When I found out the game was essentially make-believe with a backbone of rules to prevent constant one-upping amongst the players, I fell deeply in love and never looked back.
For the past year (add a month or two) I’ve been a part of a ridiculous and entertaining campaign run by my friend Andre. However, with college fast approaching (ONE WEEK!), I will no longer be able to attend sessions. My characters… Laika the swordmaster werewolf, Solace the beautiful and divinely-inspired quasi-angel, and Thera the chosen warrior of Thor… will have to fall under Andre’s control or simply pass out of the story alltogether.
I’m unsure which part of those sessions I’ll miss the most: the deep, complex, twisting story, the incredibly detailed and thrilling combat sequences or simply bantering with my friends as we crashed our way uncertainly through Andre’s painstakenly woven story.
Scratch that. I’ll definitely miss that last one the most.
While I plan to take my D&D equipment with me to college and starting my own group, it would be impossible for me to forget the mostly fun, sometimes emotionally charged, always interesting times my friends and I had playing a slightly grown-up version of make believe.
Farewell, my friends. Keep me posted on what happens with Card Shark and the Inquisition, alright?
Keep on dreaming.
- Jake the Dreamaniac
July 18th, 2010 by Jake
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